Monday, September 7, 2015

We got ourselves Rylee

I have been mulling over this idea for months.
Even up to the point of us going to our destination, my mind was still asking the question, "Am I asking for trouble?"

As we parked our car, I felt a sense of excitement. All anxiety pushed aside for a moment.

We approached the area. I heard them before I saw them.
I was walking with hubby and the kids ran ahead.
I knew they were behind this partition that was blocking our sight.

Then they came into sight.
And the first one we saw, a light brown and white girl, caught our attention at once.
Straight away hubby and I agreed she was the one!
(Although we later only found out it was a she.)

The kids were super duper excited.
I had taught my son how to approach a dog since he loved dogs so much.
My girl lessor so. She just follows what kor-kor does.

As we studied the 2 pens that held some 9 of them, our hearts started to gravitate towards another fella.

Pen 1 had 5 of them at age around 7 weeks.
Pen 2 had 4 of them at age around 4 months.

I scarcely had a look at Pen 1. Probably since all of them were sleeping.
And they seemed rather too small.

Pen 2 held the girl we loved initially.
But as we tried to approach her, she cringed away and even barred her teeth.
I also realized looking at the 4 of them that every time she moved, her brother moved with her.
I asked the MDDB lady about it.
She related the incident of how their mum was abused by a shop owner in Shah Alam.
And how the brother saw the mum die in front of them due to starvation.
So, the little brother is a little traumatized and have thus gravitated towards his sister for care.

Given I had 2 kids, I did not want a dog who would have personality issues.
My son, trying to approach and pet the puppies, started to love another girl.
I watched and saw that she was the friendliest of the lot.
When my son placed his hand tentatively near her, she would stretch out her head and smell him.
Up to the point where he could even pet her.

After some minutes of looking at other dogs, we decided to get her.
We paid the adoption fee of RM50 and RM100 for her previous vaccination.

Rylee is 4 months old. Rylee in the database of female dog names means Loyal Companion.
She is still fearful of many things as it stands now.
But there are moments when her puppiness breaks through and she gallops around.
She barks and her bark is quite loud.
Hopefully we will not have trouble with her barking.

2nd day today and I didn't have much issue cleaning up her poo and pee.
She poos in one specific place. And pees in the same area.
So, it's 3 areas specifically...where her ball is, where her poo and pee are and finally where her food bowl is.
We put her in a play pen currently and cover up one area for her to cuddle beneath.

The only grouch currently is that she loves to upset her water bowl too often.
Perhaps coz she is bored.
So we end up having to fill up her water bowl very often and drying up her area.

Other than that, I love her to bits!
I don't find cleaning her a chore, more of moments to play with her.
I am sure she will be a joy to the family.
My heart overwhelms with care for my little girl Rylee.

Thursday, August 6, 2015

Focus on God and from the out flowing of love comes....

When you first start to read this post, the title I had given would seem way off....but hold on to your horses and read on.

So, it all started out with a colleague of mine telling me at my last-5-working-minutes that her son did something she was so proud of. That she made the best decision in the world by sending him to this religious kindergarten near her house.

Since we were both 5 minutes away from clocking off, she left it at that.

All the way home, I thought of what she said. Part of me wondered what filial or honorable thing her son did as a result of religious teaching from ages 4-6. And as usual I wondered too about my religious teachings to my son when he was that age. In my opinion, there seemed to be nothing much my son did that would make me exclaim the way she did!

We are from a Christian home. The kindergarten her son went to was a Buddhist school. I cannot say she is Buddhist since they do not really practise any Buddhist customs to the letter. And driving home, I began to analyse how a Christian home is different from a Buddhist home to affect a kid at that tender age.

Now, at ages 4-6, I have already begun teaching my son about God. Reading Bible stories was a norm. Teaching him Godly values and doing all that church has to offer - worship, prayer, Bible reading and even tithing.

From what I hear about the Buddhist kindy, her son has been taught to wash the feet of his parents, served them meals, performed acts of love and kindness in their school to their parents, involved themselves in recycling projects and even abstained from meat.

And then I saw it! As a Christian parent, my religious teaching to my son is always about God. What God did, Who God is and the whole story of Jesus dying on the cross for our sins. I reckon in all my teachings to him, I may have only mentioned honor thy mother and father 3 times!

But it would seem, from what I hear about the Buddhist kindy, is an emphasis on being filial, respecting your parents, and love for the environment. In fact the emphasis on respect, love and being filial is heavily drummed in their eyes and ears and minds.

While I focus upward, it would seem their focus is horizontal. Nothing wrong in that. In fact washing the feet of your parents is the most touching, heartfelt emotion a parent and child can have. And not all Christian homes develop the greatest kids either. Everything does depend on the execution.

However, I did realize this one thing, and that is the upward focus of Christian teaching. And if God helps us to do it well, then from the out flowing of love to God and from God, honoring thy mother and father is a lesson taught as it is.

Monday, July 27, 2015

Parenting by example but are we making a difference to the world?

There are 2 points that I know in my mind and parents can usually agree on.

1) We should parent by example AND
2) We don't need our kids to be brilliant and rich. Instead we would like to see them happy and capable to make a difference in their world.

But can we and do we link these 2 conditions together? We want them to be happy, are we? And more importantly we want them to make a difference in their world, but are we doing the same? The latter question being the crux of the matter.

Or are we caught up in the endless cycle of making a living for the sole purpose of elevating our lifestyle and creating a safety net for our kids?

There are 2 aspects to this from the people I see and know around me.

The first is easier so I shall mention that first. The parents themselves don't see the need to make any difference to the world. And even if they do, since every one has a conscience, they do so through means of once-in-a-while charity or recycling. What I have in mind when I talk about making a difference is in our everyday lives. Forever and always considering love for thy neighbor.

But the excuse behind this would be - I don't even have sufficient time to get my own house in order, what more love my neighbor. Truthfully, it does not take much effort to love thy neighbor. It just takes a determined action to divert some time and effort from self pleasure. In other words, our sole purpose should not be in purely elevating our lifestyle but to live a life of sufficiency.

The second aspect is the concept of a safety net. We work hard to earn sufficient savings, for a rainy day, so to speak. But savings are never sufficient. It's very much like losing weight, once you start and feel elated with the results, it becomes an endless cycle of requirement, counting, increasing the limitations.

So much so, love to thy neighbor becomes a calculated action. Sometimes even an action that subconsciously demands something in return. After all, we need to take care of ourselves. If we don't do that, who will?

But living in God's kingdom seems contradictory to the 2 aspects and excuses we think of. Living in God's kingdom is not all about leaving it up tot God. He never told us to live our lives that way. But He did command us to love our neighbor, sometimes even more than ourselves. Not that we should suffer in their stead. But in right sense to consider the needs of our neighbor and not only our own.

If I want to take it a little further, I should ask myself: How can I make a difference to my world? Will the difference I intend to make be a positive example for my kids?

But I do know that if we live a white mice wheel of stagnant running in that circle that goes no where, this will also be the live that they will turn out to lead. In my case, always working for safety, never working for the now.

Food for thought.....

Sunday, July 26, 2015

A weekend of investments

I did want to say that it was an expensive weekend initially. But then, everything should be viewed as half full. So, in that light, I will go with the term investments.

First one was done after some deliberation.

You see, I was always known as the anti-Apple one. In a crowd of 5, I would be the only one pro Android. Not so much that I knew so much about the technology but well, I always fought for the under dogs. And the picture they painted of an Android was too extreme, most of the time. I mean, Apple must have some faults apart from just battery issues right?

So, when my Samsung started crashing on me, making me almost late for my son's school 3 times in a row, I decided since I was going to change my phone, let me try an iphone once in my lifetime. Just to really know how 'good' an Apple product really is. Also, I was trying to shed off being stubborn about things - you know an Android-always-an-Android mentality.

So, 1 hour later, I was MYR 2,800 poorer and 2 years bounded by Digi on the MYR78 plan. Moving from Android to Apple is a pain but so far I am loving how fast the phone is working in my hands. On the positive note, there were 2 calendar apps which I managed to download where I could restore the data through the App from my Android to my iphone.

I am still calling my phone an Apple and not an iphone. And I have come to realize a phone is really just a phone to me. All I need from it is stability and storage. Seriously, I was not that excited when I was buying the phone.

Second investment was also done after much encouragement.

Hubby is learning swimming. He has signed up for the MYR2000 course with Swimin12 and will learn EJ's marvelous techniques up to freestyle level. I am glad after his first trial lesson hubby was super tired but super excited for his next lesson! Soon we will be swimming together as a family!

Third investment was on some skincare and hair care that I have been looking for.

Costing less - MYR148, I got myself Aloe Vera + Olive Oil cleanser (it was marketed for body but I am using it for my face), Water Gel Aloe Vera which leaves a layer of water which hydrates the skin after usage. I reckon a night cream off the shelf cost almost the same. So, an organic aloe lotion for my night regime seems reasonable. And a conditioner which I bought simply coz it smells great and well, my long hair could do with some intense moisture once in a while.

So, the weekend set me back MYR 5000 but the first 2 is really an investment after all.

Monday, May 4, 2015

Labor Day Roadtrip

One more off the list of nearby places I had wanted to explore - Pulau Ketam.

Road trips are so much nicer when you have like minded people to go with you.

At any rate, after a 2-car-or-1-car debate, we made our way to Crabby Island in 1 car. We had Mrs mum with us, so girl had to sit on my lap throughout. Which was fine considering it was 'just Klang'. But Mrs sitting in the middle had a hard time balancing herself too.

The air-con, with a TV boat to the island cost RM7 per way, per adult. Kids cost RM 4 (or was it 5) per way, per ticket. We bought a 2-way ticket and went to line up. While lining up, we saw many people moving ahead of us and we were wondering why. We deduced those without tickets probably got to go ahead since they had to buy the tickets on board, which could be more expensive. And thus they were allowed to go ahead first. If our deduction proved right, this would only happen in Malaysia. It was not in our best interest to find out if we were right. At any rate I was too busy trying not to be thrown overboard by a group of jostlers!

I loved the first feeling getting off the boat into the island. It's a moment of 'going back' to era-s of the past, you either love it or not. But not having to fully experience the lack of hygiene, lack of water or electricity or the hard work that came from my the island's older citizens, going back for me only carries no resemblance of simple, care-free, lazy days of reading and playing.

What is it about an old sundry shop or several planks joined together to form a walkway or houses selling produce in their front porch that attracts city dwellers like me? And to walk along a rickety road sometimes onto the porch of a house. Half my mind asks myself 'Don't the house owners mind?', the intrusion into their sanctuary. But unlike us city dwellers who lock our gates and close our doors, people on the island have their doors wide open, their porches free for us tourists to stand away from the mid-day sun.

So, Crabby stays true to its name. We saw many little crabs at low tide. And apart from sea produce being sold by almost every other household, eateries seem to be the main source of income. There was one rather nice hotel, and I reckon a little further from the maddening main street, a few more home stays. The community on this island are mainly Chinese, we saw 3 temples in itself along the long main street and further up the main housing street. And I reckon karaoke would be the main source of entertainment. Bet you fishing does not count as recreational activity for them! But we saw a couple of tourists carrying fishing rods for their recreational use. Main mode of transport is the bicycle. But on a holiday like today, feet gets you around faster.

We spent only about 2.5 hours on the island. Eating took up most of our time. We had lunch and then ice-cream.

We had every intention of making this a DAY trip, so back in Klang, we decided to visit GM Klang. I am always lost in GM Klang. Partly coz I have nothing to buy. And even if I did, it takes a while to know which shop to get to. And then I always had to kids to entertain. Walking around and seeing things which have no interest to them in a crowded, haphazard place sure ain't fun to them. That is unless they are in one of those toy shops choosing a toy you are bound to have to buy for them. It's like going to a candy store and denying them candy. I mentally prepare myself for a toy everytime I enter GM Klang. But anyway, this time round, Mrs was with me so she led the way until I lost myself in a garden shop. And the elder girls were with us too, meaning I didn't have to mind the kids all that much.

We finished with GM Klang at 4+ and still being too early for dinner, we decided to choose somewhere further to do for dinner so that the trip there will make up for some time. We are ridiculously crazy that way!!!

At any rate, we arrived at Bagan Hailam at a respectable time for dinner. Dinner was good, music was great. And by the time we were done, the sun hadn't even set yet. But we were almost done with Klang. So, we made our way home. Stopped by for desert (always!!) at Soft Serve. I have NO IDEA what the fuss is all about. It was not great and too expensive.

By the time we went home, it was close to 8 perhaps coz after settling everyone in, I took a sinus pill and was in bed by 9:30!

Road trips make me sleep so much better!!! Or perhaps it was the sea breeze and the dreams of days from the past....lazy days and hammocks.....