- when I had flashbacks of my previous labour and I am so dreading the birthing process that is looming up. Alot of 'What If' questions!
- when I thought of the mulitple times I would have to wake up in the middle of the night. I feel so tired these days as it is!
- when I thought of the few hours of breast engorgment that I would have to go through.
- when I think of the heat and the fact that I would not be able to bathe as often.
- when I think of where the cot is going to be and would it be too cold.
- when I think about getting out of bed to go to the cot to handle the baby.
- when I felt I don't want to do all of this anymore.....
- when I felt why in the world did I get myself into this again.....
Dear Lord.....please help me!